The Beacon

The Lord’s Prayer, Amplified

Written by our Lay Leader, Doug

Jesus taught his disciples how to pray to God by saying a prayer that we now call “The Lord’s Prayer.” In the church, we learn this prayer at a young age, we teach it to our own children, and we say it in unison every Sunday. You may pray it more often.

When you pray this prayer, do you internalize or realize the meaning of what you say? Has it become so engrained in your memory, that you say it mechanically? Has it lost its meaning because it has become an unthinking routine? If so, I challenge you to say it to yourself slowly, meditating on its meaning, phrase by phrase, or even word by word. Let it gain new meaning to you, so that it is your worshipful praise and petition to Our Father, with words given us by His son.

Here is my amplified version of the Lord’s Prayer that may inspire you to find heartfelt meaning to the words as you pray them:

“Our Father,” — Our Creator, who created us in love for His purpose, who cares for us, His children, and shares His love with us.

“who art” — He exists, raw reality, eternal, Who is Being, Whose image we are made in.

“in heaven,” — beyond our earthly, known universe, a parallel universe as it were, unknown, mysterious.

“hallowed be” — revere, recognize and honor His magnificence, His presence, as infinitely more than ourselves.

“Thy name,” — what He is called, which is beyond our understanding, and what can not be contained within a word, which would be an inadequate representation of who He is.

“Thy kingdom” — all that is the domain of God, everything He rules over and sustains, His perfect creation.

“come,” — an invitation to invade, to be brought into fruition, existential, be known.

“Thy will” — God’s perfect purpose, intent, and ultimate expression of Himself.

“be done” — implemented, actualized, realized, finalized.

“on earth” — in our space and time, in our experience, at the place of mankind’s existence, within the realm of our sensations, in our present context.

“as it is” — in the same way, parallel, equal.

“in heaven.” — in the universe of God that we cannot know until He allows us in, a dimension we cannot imagine.

“Give us” — ask rightly, provide us.

“this day” — today, every day, till the coming of the Lord.

“our” — belonging to all of us, all of mankind.

“daily bread” — all that we need to be sustained: food, water, air, light, each other, faith in Jesus, love, wisdom, and all that you have designed and intended for us.

“and forgive us” — do not give us the punishment we deserve, have mercy on us.

“our trespasses,” — our wrongdoings, our offenses.

“as we” — all of us, every last one.

“forgive those” — have mercy on our fellow beings, who are broken and lost just as we are, overlook and forget their offenses against us.

“who trespass” — who make the same mistakes we do, who offend.

“against us,” — done to us, perhaps intentionally, but often without malicious intent, but out of ignorance, weakness, or false understanding.

“and lead us” — be our guide, counsel, and deliverer.

“not into temptation,” — away from all things not suited or meant for us, protect us from those things that would otherwise become our idols.

“but deliver us” — guide us to the final destination, see us through to the end, guarantee our destiny.

“from evil.”— shield us from the evil one, from that which does not love us, which desires to harm us, that which is not good.

“For” — because, with purpose, as meant to be.

“Thine” — Yours, belonging to God the Father.

“Is the Kingdom,” — Your people, creation, Trinity, dominion, heaven and earth, all that You reign over.

“the Power,” — Your might, overwhelming sovereignty.

“and the Glory” — Your exalted light, radiance, splendor, magnificence, and goodness.

“forever and ever.” — eternally, beyond time as we know it.

“Amen.” — Yes, yes!

Giving Thanks, Receiving Joy

Written by our Lay Leader, Doug

Thanksgiving is upon us. It is the time of year when we celebrate the gift of gratitude. Gratitude grows out of humility. When we are humble, we receive everything as a gift from God: our life, our health, our family, our friends, our talents, our passions, our vocations, our possessions. In humility, we are grateful for every thing.

Even our hardships, difficulties, and pains are God’s gifts to us, because in them, we commune with Christ in suffering and we are made complete. Without those gifts of suffering, we would be immature, incomplete, and unfulfilled. It may take time for you to accept that suffering is a gift, but if you seek God’s comfort in your pain, rather than resenting it or blaming God for it, you will receive the balm of His presence and love.

Gratitude and humility are the core attitudes for living a joy-filled life. If those aren’t common attitudes for you, make an effort to cultivate them by making a list of all the things for which you are grateful—including your hardships—and add something new to the list every day. Regularly read back over your list, and your gratefulness will grow, and your joy will flourish.

A Psalm of Doug

Written by our Lay Leader, Doug

O Lord, it is you who inspires me,
You inspire me to write, to contemplate, to pray, to live for you.
My love for you comes from you.
It floods my being and overflows
to you and to others, perhaps more than to myself.
Should I love myself better
that my love to you and to others would be more sweet and authentic?
Help me, Lord, to let go of myself,
holding myself up, trying to defy gravity.
Let me fall into your hands
that I would know your strength, your love for me.

Love Is

Written by our Lay Leader, Doug

Last night, trying to get back to sleep, I repeated in my mind: “Love of God.” I desired to contemplate God’s love, imagining it holding me and cradling me like a mother until I fell back to sleep. And it did.

I awoke in the early morning desiring to continue meditating on God’s love. With my coffee cup in hand, I sat on the front porch, listening to the birds’ joyful songs, and admiring the cat stretching out on his back, and feeling the warmth of the orange morning sun rays, and breathing in the fragrance of the blooming ginger lilies. In all those things, I beheld God’s love.

His love shows itself in all His creation. Only man’s sins stain and threaten to obscure His love, but instead, man’s iniquities only serve as contrast to expose and magnify God’s love. His love comes through in the midst of man’s hatred, arrogance, and rebellion. God’s love cannot be hidden or expunged. It overwhelms all those emotions, thoughts, and actions that threaten to overpower it.

Love consumes hatred.
Love punishes evil.
Love extinguishes the ego.
Love extols God’s power.
Love beautifies all creation.
Love covers over sin.
Love prepares us for eternity.
Love lavishes life.
Love connects generations.
Love propels us in time.
Love fills in all gaps.
Love opens all doors.
Love extends our being in all directions.
Love nurtures the tiniest seed of hope.
Love nourishes faith.
Love evaporates ill will.
Love pulls us into God’s lap.
Love answers every doubt.
Love goes beyond our human strength.
Love plunders our hearts.
Love softens our hardened hearts.
Love flows from God like a spring.
Love gushes like a fountain.
Love splashes like falling water.
Love satisfies life’s thirst.
Love satiates our hunger.
Love inspires our creativity.
Love fuels our innovation.
Love evolves into newness.
Love solves life’s challenges.
Love radiates.
Love warms.
Love glows.
Love goes.
Love does.
Love did.
Love will.
Love is.

Mercy

Written by our Lay Leader, Doug

“He does not treat us as our sins deserve or repay us according to our iniquities. For as high as the heavens are above the earth, so great is His love for those who fear Him.” Psalm 103:10-11.

These verses from the psalmist tell us of God’s incredible mercy. Mercy has been defined as “not giving a person what he or she deserves.” When we disobey God’s law and reject His will, we deserve judgment and punishment. So when we pray for forgiveness, we are asking for what we do not deserve. And God in His mercy forgives us because of the greatness of His love.

Mercy is motivated by love, compassion, and kindness. No one offers mercy to another person out of indifference or convenience. Mercy arises out of a depth of divine love, a love beyond even our self love. Paul prayed that we would be so rooted and established in love that we would have the same power as all the saints to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, to know this love that surpasses knowledge, so that we would be filled with all the fullness of God (Ephesians 3:18-19)—that we would have an endless reservoir of love that moved us to be merciful to all in all circumstances.

Mercy may be performed out of a compassionate desire to relieve suffering. But God may also act in mercy to prevent suffering. We may ask God many times over for something that we believe will achieve good things for His kingdom, that will be a blessing to ourselves and others, yet we may be denied our request. We can’t understand His unwillingness to enable this that we see as beneficent and, thus, we may question God’s purpose or resent Him for not opening doors for us. But He may be protecting us from some peril that we can’t imagine or foresee. This does not look like mercy to us, yet it is. Let us not forget that we cannot comprehend the fullness of God’s love and mercy.

Since God is merciful, we are to be merciful. As the Lord’s prayer says ”…forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us.” If we desire mercy for ourselves, we must offer mercy to others. Yet, how often in the heat of the moment, we desire retribution or seek revenge when someone hurts us or offends us. When we withhold forgiveness from others after having received it ourselves, we show our ignorance or disregard for God’s mercy toward us.

We must constantly remind ourselves of God’s infinite mercy toward us, that we would act likewise. Think of Christ on the cross, praying “Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing.” (Luke 23:34). We cannot fathom the love that manifests such mercy, yet we are called to be every bit as merciful as Jesus.

James 2:12-13 (NLT) says “So whenever you speak, or whatever you do, remember that you will be judged by the law of love, the love that sets you free. For there will be no mercy for you if you have not been merciful to others. But if you have been merciful, then God’s mercy toward you will win out over his judgment against you.”

Judgment is reserved for God, but mercy is a gift of God’s love, given to us that it be generously given to others.

 

Loving Well is Living Well

Written by our Lay Leader, Doug

Wisdom has been called the art of living well. God’s wisdom might be called the art of loving well. For we can’t live well if we don’t love well.

Love is central to life. God is love and so we must have God at our center if we want to live well, to live life fully. Without God, we are without love.

Love is divine and thus to love is to be in the presence of God. God woos us with His love, He draws us to Himself, and He invites us to fall in love with Him. Jesuit Father Pedro Arrupe (1907-1991) explains what this experience is like:

“Nothing is more practical than
finding God, that is, than
Falling in Love
in a quite absolute, final way.
What you are in love with,
what seizes your imagination,
will affect everything.
It will decide
what will get you out of bed in the morning,
what you do with your evenings,
how you spend your weekends,
what you read, whom you know,
what breaks your heart,
and what amazes you with joy and gratitude.
Fall in love, stay in love,
and it will decide everything.”

 

Accepting Your Spiritual Self

Written by our Lay Leader, Doug

The ability to reason has enabled the human species to develop the sciences, medicine, and technology as tools to further our species’ existence and reign on earth. We have long recognized the value of our mind to help us meet our needs and improve our quality of living—to the point that it has become an idol. For centuries, we have worshipped and overextended our reliance on our rationality.

Have you ever thought that perhaps the reason for your desire to hang on to rationality as your only guide in living is that it puts you in charge, that it keeps you king of your life? We trust our ability to reason and support our decisions with facts and rational arguments. However, studies have shown that we make decisions that grant us our desires and our vision of who we want to be and then construct the rationale to support those decisions. This approach makes us feel good about ourselves, that we are taking the same actions that any rational person would take. We tell a story that we really believe, but it is a false story. And we don’t like it when someone starts picking apart our rationale, pointing out inconsistencies and contradictions, so we run away from people like that in order to preserve our view and way of living life.

People create false stories to protect themselves, to protect their ego. We are very fragile creatures and so we manufacture strong frameworks and protective walls that allow us to function in the way we want to be. We hold fast to our beliefs and views in the face of contrary viewpoints, because if we accept a different way of looking at the world, we would have to deconstruct the fortress we have built and be vulnerable. Like Adam encountering God in the garden after eating from the tree of knowledge, we would feel naked and afraid, and so we would have to hide. So we continue to maintain this false self, this mask that we hide behind, that we have manufactured for our own sake.

Our unwillingness to acknowledge or rely on our spiritual senses—to accept that we have a spirit that is unseen and eternal—keeps us from knowing our spiritual self; we aren’t familiar with the nature of our spirit. We don’t feel we have control over our spirit. We are afraid that awakening of our spiritual self would create a competitor for our rational self.

But once we have accepted the reality that we are spirit as much as we are body, the awakening of that spirit within us enables us to see that we have been living with only half of our faculties engaged, and that we are more than we ever thought we could be. We begin to see new truths about ourselves, truths that change our way of viewing the world and other people, truths that dramatically affect our thinking, behavior and actions. Yes, it makes us feel vulnerable, but we gain a comfort about being vulnerable. We find that our vulnerability draws us closer to Christ, who lived out his life in complete vulnerability, to the point of giving up his life.

When we surrender ourselves to Christ, we discover a new life. When we begin to put down our ego, our protective framework, our false self, and begin to trust in our spiritual senses—which seems so radical an act at first—a new way of living emerges. We confess all the things that we have done (and will probably continue to do) to rebel against the One who is Sovereign. We begin to seek and to live out the purpose for which God created us. We begin to accept the unseen, the unknown, and the eternal and recognize the false promises of the seen, the known, and the mortal. And we find a fullness in living that we have never known before.

In newness of life,

Doug

Manifesting God

Written by our Lay Leader, Doug

I admit: I am a Star Wars geek. Since I was a young teenager, I have loved science fiction. Not fantasy, but true science fiction, where a future reality could be believed, perhaps even lived someday.

In the most recent Star Wars movie, “The Last Jedi,” Luke Skywalker, by use of the Force, manifests his presence on another planet to help save the leaders of the Resistance. When we see him drawing enemy fire to give the Resistance time to escape from the planet Crait, we do not realize that the Luke we see is his projection through the Force, not his real self—until we see him seated in a lotus position on a jutting rock atop a high cliff, his eyes closed in deep concentration, at his hermitage on the planet, Ahch-to. He is lost in contemplation. His presence is not there on that rock. His body is there, but his presence is seen and heard on another planet.

This is a fictional story, but this movie series is so popular because its themes are so central to the meaning of our lives. In this scene, we see the Force being used by Luke Skywalker to manifest his body in another location light years away. Is such an ability unimaginable to us? Thomas Keating says “We all have the innate capacity to manifest God because we already are that image by virtue of being created.” We see evidence of this when someone speaks to us a message that we know comes from God. We recognize that God was manifested in that person, that friend or acquaintance of ours! We are created in God’s image that we would act in His place.

So is it that difficult to believe that we might somehow manifest ourselves in another location from where our physical body exists? There are many examples where our presence is manifested in this way. Imagine your son, away at college, considering doing something that you taught him not to do. In that moment, he remembers your words of instruction, your warning. It is as if you are standing there beside him. Or think about this: Each time you speak, text, or email someone on your device, you are being manifested wherever they are, whether it is in the next room or a continent away. We take this for granted, but a century and a half ago, this occurrence would be viewed as a miraculous manifestation.

After Luke Skywalker had served his purpose, we see his cloak blow away in the wind, and his body is not there. He gave himself completely to save his fellow Resistance fighters. In silence and contemplation, he gave all he had that others might live. He sacrificed his life to redeem the lives of others.

What happened to his body? Did it dematerialize like being “beamed up” in Star Trek? Was it consumed like the conversion of matter into energy? Was he able to tele-transport himself to another location in the universe? This is a fictional story, so we can’t analyze it as if it is real.

The relevant lesson here is that Luke knew his purpose. He had studied to be a Jedi Knight as a young man. He had become a Jedi Master, capable of performing what normal people would call miracles. He lived an ascetic life, denying himself and serving others. Like Jesus, he “did not come to be served, but to serve and to give his life as a ransom for many.” He stood up against evil and willingly sacrificed himself to help others in resisting that evil.

In Christ,

Doug

The Dark Night

Written by our Lay Leader, Doug

“The only way we can experience lasting peace and contentment is to come to God to be filled with Living Water, the indwelling Holy Spirit.” From “The Upper Room,” September 2, 2000.  

I come to God each morning in the darkness of the hour before dawn. Someone said “The darkest night is just before dawn.” We do not do well in the dark. We are self-confident and sure in daylight, but those feelings of security fade with the onset of darkness and by early morning—before the first sign of light—that confidence is completely gone and the night is at its very darkest. When we see the eastern sky starting to brighten, we are filled with such hope for a new day. We have survived the night!

Yet if we rely on God and not our own strength, we can be confident night and day. He does not abandon us at night as our self-confidence does. Things bother us at night that during the day we have totally under control. But it is just an illusion during the day – we are not really in control. We either are busy with other things that cover over and make us forget our insecurities, or we falsely convince ourselves that we’ve got each problem licked. But laying awake in bed at night— far from the light of day, the sound and the fury of the day—our inner self is exposed and we sink into the dark pool of insecurity and we have to admit that we are not in control of our lives. Try as we might, we can’t keep our problems from controlling us.

When we surrender our lives to Jesus Christ, He sets us free from the burdens that have weighed us down (Galatians 5:1). Our problems don’t just go away, but they no longer have control over us. We give up control to the Lord and we trust in Him, and then that hour before dawn becomes a time of joy. For me it is a time to be filled by His presence, to be renewed, and to look with excited anticipation upon the coming day. For without God‘s presence, without His Holy Spirit, I would be on my own, drifting back and forth daily between sureness and uncertainty. Only by coming to God can I be filled with His Holy Spirit, and have lasting peace and contentment.

Peace,

Doug

Street Sweepers and Mind Keepers

Written by our Lay Leader, Doug

I do my daily Bible reading and praying, what I call my devotion time, early in the morning, often before sunrise. Some mornings, maybe once a month, I’ll hear a street sweeper go by outside. That got me thinking about how street sweeping is like devotion time — both are regular practices that clean the byways of all the dirt and debris that collects there as part of our daily living.

If you don’t repeat these practices regularly, the grit and grime–all that undesirable, unwanted gunk–builds up and clogs the gutters and prevents the normal flow of things when the storms come. Street sweeping is a good preventative maintenance activity that keeps our streets and our waterways clean of debris and pollutants, keeping us and our environment healthy and functioning properly.

Our prayer and devotion time yield similar benefits: in prayer and reflection we let go of the offenses, the hurts, the bitterness that inevitably come into our lives. In confessing our mistakes, forgiving trespasses, and surrendering our pride, we allow God’s grace to sweep away all that mud and mire and keep our minds clear and open to Christ.

So the next time you hear or see a street sweeper, let it remind you of the importance of daily time with God in keeping your heart and mind swept clean.